AUTHOR: Scott G
DATE: 3:29:00 PM
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Easter's on its way
I work tonight from 5-12 and then I have work early on Easter Sunday. That should be fun. I've been focusing on improving Teen Spot (www.teen-spot.com) lately. I mentioned it in a thread and I guess Deb got thrown into it, but I'm giving her ideas and I'll probably bring up the point that I can do some of it. The thing there is that Glenn (one of the Hosts in Teen Spot) is too picky when it comes to Deb doing things and I'm afraid I won't be catering to every little thing he says. If I come up with something good and others agree.. it's staying that way.
I'm kind of stuck for things to say, but at least I'm keeping this up to date. These are more or less holdover posts.. to hold me over until I have more to say and so I don't go so long without posting at all. I have something on my mind, and I know it'll be read by people that don't exactly need to read it, but what the hell. I'll say what I'm thinking.
In 1998 I visited someone from the Internet and she paid for the trip. To this day I'm in debt to her, but I can't pay it. I'm married and I have so many other bills. I keep thinking I will, then something comes up that demands the money. I'm in a situation now that requires almost every penny I have. My wasted dollars this month were paying $10 (a year mind you) to Delphi for access. There are parts of me that feel extremely guilty for not giving back the money, then there are parts that make me feel a little better about it. What it comes down to is that it wasn't entirely my fault the trip didn't go right. I recall some events that caused it to go wrong. Some.. umm.. things that made the situation worse. Since these things were not done by me and with no consideration for me, I feel about half in debt to her. I still say someday I will pay it, but not now. Those who read this may think I'm a loser for owing someone money, or for going on 4 years later about it, but I can't just forget about it. Well.. I spoke my conscience and I feel a little better. Hopefully if said person visits and reads, she'll know that it was never my intention not to pay her back.
Ok.. I'm out of things to say. I sat here forever debating on whether or not I should mention what I said above. This is supposed to be my own private journal but public, so that's what it is. I say what I'm feeling. I'm feeling chest pain now.. I must go.
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