AUTHOR: Scott G DATE: 12:29:00 PM ----- BODY:

Missed a day..

Well that's the first time I've missed a day in a while. I could say it's in memory of the anniversary, but that would not be true. That day should be associated with remembering, not forgetting. The days have been going by in a blur for the most part. I'm looking for another job while working this one. Not that I don't like this one, but it's really a lot of nonsense for the amount it pays. Constant tests and stresses are going to be a regular part of this job. I just feel like all the worry this job entails is not worth the money it pays. I wish I could just be care free and not worry, but it's all around me. I won't quit this job until I find a new one. I just don't feel like it's one I can stay at for very long. It's not even 12:30, maybe I'll go apply in person at a few places and get the ball rolling in the right direction. I hate looking for a job, but at least I have one. That's the only bright side to all this. I guess I'm just a dumbass for not sitting here satisfied with pure bullshit for a job, but I'm not like that. I want a job that will still be a job with it's usually annoyances, but nothing as severe as this place. I don't want to freak Deb out, but she'll read this anyway. I'm not going to announce this to her. I'll just quietly look elsewhere while going to work each day. Ok.. time to end this. Until tomorrow.. --------