AUTHOR: Scott G DATE: 9:43:00 AM ----- BODY:

Pain in the neck, literally..

The past couple of days I've had a strange pain on the left side of my neck. It hurts to swallow, when I touch it (like a bruise), and when I move around certain ways. I don't know how or when it happened, but it's annoying. Couple that with my stomach problems keeping me up and running for 'john' all night and it's been a lousy couple of days for me physically. Not to mention my ailing tooth. As soon as I figure out where to go and the cost of it all I'm getting the tooth pulled. My coverage starts October 1st. I'm just worried about what the whole thing might entail. Scar tissue has formed over the hole partially. I know, far too graphic. I'll stop there. We're still mulling over the move to FL. I'm getting into the idea more and more each day. Initially we had hoped that her Mom could help us consolidate our bills if we moved down there. Her Mom really wants her to move back. I'd love to, but if we're in the same rut as here I don't want to. Why leave the mild weather and peaceful town for a bigger city with oppressive weather almost every single day of the year if there are no benefits of doing so? I can deal with the heat and humidity if we're getting out of our financial rut at the same time. That and her Mom gets her close to home. Everyone wins. An important factor of us moving is if it's going to help our situation. We can't leave everything here behind and go down there to find out later. What if nothing changes? We just swapped out our comfortable weather and community for ridiculous weather and possibly an equally nice area. We'd lose something out of the whole deal, not gain. I know it all sounds selfish, but so is her Mom wanting her there.. for herself. She's not close to her Brother or Grandmother. I'm willing to deal with the shitty weather I've never experienced for over a week if it helps us. Ok, I'm rambling.. until tomorrow.. --------