AUTHOR: Scott G DATE: 2:43:00 PM ----- BODY:

Learning about depression..

I still don't know much about depression or what it's like to suffer from it, but I'm starting to understand. I've been feeling pretty down lately. I guess it's not a mystery why, but the feeling is there. As far as the work situation goes, I won't get into that but it's not good. We have a new place and I like it. There are some things that need to be fixed (power outlet in the bathroom, a cut phone line coming into the place). They will fix these things, I'm not worried about that. I haven't had a computer or a phone line to get online and update this at all. I'm at Chris' house now while he's at school. I spent last night alone in my Mom's house. I ate nothing rather than coming over here to eat and having to take a verbal lashing from Sandy. We had a good week and she's still upset over not going. I never thought it was even an option because Chris told me they weren't even together. I won't get into all that, but it ended up making things a lot more difficult than I thought. I leave for the airport at 4:30 tonight and I can't wait. I hate this cold weather more than I thought I did. It's 65 back in FL and 25 here. The warmest thing I brought was a sweater and it doesn't cut it if I'm out there for more than a minute. I don't like really bad heat either, but it's better than cold any day. Oh and if Julie or anyone else I talked to at S&S reads this, the link to Deb's sonogram is in the 2/16 post. Go back and click on that if you still can't pull it up. I guess I'll end this and write in here again when my phone line gets fixed. Hopefully I'll have good news to report by then. Until next time.. --------