AUTHOR: Scott G DATE: 11:51:00 AM ----- BODY:

Whatever we have is okay..

I've been thinking a lot lately about how much I can't wait to have this child in my life. I always said I didn't care, but hoped for a boy. After thinking a lot about having a girl, it will be just as nice. I guess some of the motivation was to have a little boy to be a father to, because I grew up without one myself. The other bit of motivation was just to have a boy before my brother does. My Mom makes more out of that than I do, I really just want a healthy baby and a healthy wife. I guess I want everyone to be healthy, myself as well if that's even possible. Lately I'm beginning to think it isn't. I'm dropping symptoms one at a time, but I've yet to have a day or night when there are none present. I can somewhat breath through my nose, but I still have an unrelenting cough that causes a chain reaction of sore throat and headache. One of the magazines we get sent to us free is American Baby. In fact just going there to verify the link, an offer for a free subscription came up and is all over their site. I guess this one is not too hard to find. I was reading this magazine the other day and it talks about raising kids and how to handle various situations. A lot of it is about toddlers and different stories about things they do. I'm just looking forward to birth first, the toddler part comes eventually. All the stories just made me feel more like having a girl. It's about equal now. I missed a few days and I still feel like crap so I'll say until next time.. --------