AUTHOR: Scott G DATE: 11:18:00 PM ----- BODY:

It's been a while..

I've been working a lot and haven't had too much to say on here. We found out that Alexandra's blood clot is gone, but they're continuing the shots. So it's good news, but still not great because she's still getting two shots a day. Now for something that I need to get off my chest. I hate it when people feel they have some inherent right to see my daughter. Not relatives, but friends or in this case a girlfriend of a friend. Deb stays home with Alex and really doesn't get out too much. Alex is fine in every way but she breastfeeds every two hours and spits up fairly frequently. It is just too inconvenient and uncomfortable to have people over or go bring the baby around for visits. I feel bad for a second because we're being selfish, but this is our right. If people can't understand this, too bad. I will not explain myself to anyone else. You'll see her when you see her. The reason I'm even mentioning this is because of a brief conversation I had the other night. I have nothing really against Sandra, but I shouldn't have to explain myself to her or anyone. I understand she wants to see the baby, but she rejects my reasons and I don't even need to provide her with any. She feels she is an expert on children, and I know my daughter. I don't know every child on the planet, but I know my daughter. Alex will be with us for a long time and everyone will see plenty of her. All she does is eat, sleep, poop, and cry. She's not awake very much so there isn't all that much to see. I know by ranting on about what upsets me I'll probably upset the person I'm talking about as well, but that's life. I'm too polite in person and I just can't say how I feel. That's why I have this. Over the course of this page I've upset plenty of people and there will be plenty more to come. They're just my thoughts in type. :) Until tomorrow.. --------