AUTHOR: Scott G DATE: 10:16:00 PM ----- BODY:

Blogger downtime.. Still cold and still thinking..

Well last night when I tried to publish my post it gave me an error. That error persisted through most of today and they fixed the problem. That happens from time to time, but I usually have the post saved so I can publish it when all is okay. It is about 14 degrees right now and it gets me wishing I was in Florida even more. It didn't get above freezing at any point today and it's obviously not that cold in FL. I can handle this weather, but I don't like it. I guess that's how the heat will be down south. I can handle that but I probably won't like the worst of it. We're still thinking of ways to get there sooner, but nothing seems possible right now. It's looking like I'll just have to endure a few months of pushing carts to get 6 months in and transfer. At this point we'll do whatever it takes. Unfortunately it's all I can think about these days. I'm thinking right now about how I felt the first time we moved to FL. How I felt sad leaving this place and my friends behind. I honestly don't think it'll feel anything like that this time around. I will be happy to live a life far from here. As long as I have my family I'm happy. I'll make friends anywhere I go. Chris is a good friend but we're adults with lives to live. We each must choose how we want to live. I'm choosing Florida as soon as possible. He chooses MA and that's fine, but I can't stay for him. He knows that. I need to think about something else. It reminds me of thinking about Christmas as a kid. I'd think about it so far ahead that it seemed like it would never come. It always did and this will too. Soon I hope. Until tomorrow.. --------